Ouuu

~open n close, open n close, open n close
Repeated, and repeated and repeat again
more than thousand time i opened n closed my fon in tis morning

I am~up n down, daydream, moody, abnormal, anxious, nervous, numb~
I'm waiting his msg his call until....bo anything from him
I realised how pathetic i was at this moment.

How do i keep the love between us?
How can i have it?
If one day, i'm no longer the reason of your happiness
would it b the best way to have..is by letting go?


P/S : Shin you are right i'm too idiotic. I should not cont like this.

心动心痛

黑夜渗透了想念 偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开 孤单拖着记忆支离破碎
原以为不会改变 眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
我的心挣脱了爱 跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋

为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错 我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后

为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦 渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动....

复杂

带着沉重的心 爬上软软的床
却给予不了一丝的安慰
暗暗的天空 呼呼的风声
却给予不了安睡的作用

今夜~特别难过........

对不起 让你负荷着重大的压力
对不起 让我的情绪化影响了你

我又被受控制了

Crazy night

DATE : 19/03/2009
TIME : 01:22am
VENUE : MSN
MATTER: Crazy Nitez

A static night untill hear d snoring sound beside.
Tick-tock tick-tock to fly at the computer keyboard.
Just like a horse is running, Clatter clatter clatter is making d sound~

Sze yee? Charlene? cincai?
BB + TT + C = BTC
BTC= boh tak che
LOL
eugenia? lulu? Shaw?
sebastian = Sebatian
SWT
Hilton? paris hilton..=="
Nathan? Sound like FAT guy
Gabriel? U tot St gabriel boy school
Super Liew? Not bad wat~
NEXT
Hunter? Hunt girl when grow up
NEXT
Luchard = 67 *Shake head*

WAIT?
What We do at this moment.
yeah we were going nuts to think a nice name for our own child after few more year.
It's completely insane to think in this silent night!
Yeah we do it but it is not the stupid behavior actually
that is prove the love between us~ *sweet sweet*

Oh Yeah continue

Austin? Stone Cold Steven Austin WWF ppl!
NO
Rolt? Wolf better
NO
Lexus? Toyota Lexus
NO
Taya = tayar
NO
Cecilia? Sound like a bitch

Banana Liew orange Liew hahahahaha

... ... ... ... ... ...

Vanessa Liew, Zane Liew n Keith Liew eleted finally!

Yeah is time to sleep,this is what i do at midnight with my babe

P/S
TIME : 02:32am

为什么

为什么总是那么多事情发生
为什么总是让我听到一些刺耳的声音
为什么总是让我知道一些不熟悉的你
为什么总是让我绞尽脑汁怎么才能放下心中的恐惧

我们到底多久了
我们到底走到哪里
为什么还没开始就一大堆的事情告诉我
我们本来就是个错误! 应该只是一个美丽的邂逅!

我不了解你 我更不希望自己了解你
你的过去我不理 你的曾经我不管
为什么..你就是那样让我觉得你有事在瞒我
没错 小事情而已
可是就连小事情为什么都没说啊?

你让我觉得不安全 甚至觉得太复杂

我只希望简简单单坦诚相对什么事情都说出来
不嫌弃 不隐瞒 不长气 不麻烦 不罗嗦
为什么就是那么复杂...

曾经听说:
一个聪明的人 计划的得到他的心 得到了 却输给了自己的心
一个傻傻的人 只会付出真心 就算被人笑傻 结果却是得到别人的心

傻傻的不是很好吗
我是在装傻..可是能撑到什么时候
我的脾气我知道 我习惯管
全部事情都必须知道没有隐瞒 没有借口 我的就是我的

~可是我知道这种只让人受不了 不能呼吸
所以我改啊.. 我告诉我自己傻傻的就好了啊
在乎什么 管什么..往往上天偏偏让你受不了

多少次提醒自己
你的过去我没办法加入 可是你的未来我会参与其中
告诉自己往好的方面去想可是原来并不容易 真的不容易

我努力了 真的努力了
我到底能撑到什么时候 我不知道

让我走

对不起
其实我也只能说对不起

我知道他很痛苦 可是我没得选择
每次收到他的信息 他的电话
我的心就像揪了起来
我不愿意去伤害他 更不愿意刺激他

我不喜欢面对问题 更不喜欢去解决问题
总是拖拖拉拉
到最后总是伤心离去

我算是逃避吧 把一切的一切留在原处
让他独自面对 我是残忍的吧

以往...我努力的让他多爱我一点
今天...我拼命的让他受到刺痛
一个月的时间
到底~我和他 能撑到什么时候

转头回望 发现他还在回忆中 不肯出来
能不能让我静静的走开
能不能让我带着和他回忆一起走开

我不希望爱变成恨
当我自私 当我狠心

静静的让我走~ 好不好...

Stupid emo

His colourful world, i might not accept.

I'm so sorry i try to escape. Fukin mood! you will be furious right?..

So many things happen in one day =="and i get suffer again. It's all freaked out~

what is it for!

Well,If we start this relationship, we may not be able to handle it, did u think that? mayb we will end up n hurting each other in one day. Plus, you like to meet up new friends and get along well with lots of people, tats ur world dear~! I dun wan to burden with our weird feelings and restrain ourselves from expressing trully to each other.

But i'm not wish it end like that way...so i'm not letting go but i am not going to budge into anything and both of us can live our lives, our way...especially your colours world!

Dear, I love you i’ll always keep you in my heart...and i dun wan to lose you!

Lets go bah..leave tat stuff alone~ just let go of everything!

TT >______< Dun be such a cast plz

snap out of it

I'm gonna take tat chance without any fear!

For you

Dear ,

Since d first time i saw u, i knew i was attracted.
All tat was on my mind was u. It's very important for me to express to u how much u really mean to me.I wish i could do this while holding u in my hands n looking into ur eyes.
Every night I see u in my dreams. Each day I wake up and find myself loving u even more.
All i want u to kno is I love you and tat will never change.
I love d way u laugh ur "big mouth", the way u smile, and how u roll ur eyes when I tell u how cute u are...
I love you with all my heart and soul. I wan to hug u, hold u close, and whisper in ur ear.."I love you".

I love u so much.

...我之载...

心血來潮… 奇怪的[她]突然, 寫下了[它] 述説著.....

小[ T ] _ 今天的心情

繁忙的早晨，悶悶不樂的，悶死小[ T ]呢。> <

小[ T ] ：话不要太多
小[ T ] ：[ ...静.......很静, 很静的... ]
小[ T ] ：好无聊
小[ T ] ：不是普通的无聊
小[ T ] ：沒心情
小[ T ] ：笑不出
小[ T ] ：很累.. 很累..
小[ T ] ：今天的小T怎麽呢?
小[ T ] ：其实挺不错
小[ T ] ：怎麽辦
小[ T ] ：那爲什麽.. 是那樣呢?
小[ T ] ：該怎樣好呢?
小[ T ] ：所有? 應該?
小[ T ] ：我知道, 感受到
小[ T ] ：只覺得，满幸福的理論。

"My T , 過分忠於原著的生命, 总是距离快乐比较远.. 适度的反叛, 偶尔的放纵, 就像一场沒有预设剧本的脫序演出, 會发现, 阳光那么的烫和蓝, 蠢蠢欲动的日子, 怎么可以只定格在同一种顔色呢?"

小[ T ] ：領悟了
小[ T ] ：對的
小[ T ] ：是蓝的
小[ T ] ：所以, 就一定能....
小[ T ] ：達成所謂的[它]
小[ T ] ：我爱[它]
小[ T ] ：我是TT

Surprise!

What a surprise for me yesterday..!!!

My heart flies around when I heard you are at Singapore…Omg I shouted I yelled~ muahahahax
I can’t imagine that you were here, my brain only tell me you in d work, working working hard working.. who knows you’ll curi curi come sg lookin for me.. wow big big d surprise for me!
Although the time is not very long for us to spend, but I am very satisfied. I love you dear~
Thank you to let me walk into your world your life I do cherish everything.

I’ll admit I never was the perfect one
I wasn’t alwaz by your side
I didn’t make you smile at all d times
But there is one thing I’ll admit I did….
"I was d best person I could be for you"

Btw Thanks robin too, you are my “BIG DOT” muacksss~

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Additional :

We walked around n yc at GEYLANG syoknya~ lots of sexy bunny show their hot n sexy body~ aiksss alots of aunt oso fun spoiling. *P/S : Robin seem like damn enjoy last night wahahazz